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it sure is fun to go online and read about people who are better than you at all the things you value

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The Hidden Supply of High-Acheiving, Low Income Students

We show that the vast majority of very high-achieving students who are low-income do not apply to any selective college or university. This is despite the fact that selective institutions would often cost them less, owing to generous financial aid, than the resource-poor two-year and non-selective four-year institutions to which they actually apply. Moreover, high-achieving, low-income students who do apply to selective institutions are admitted and graduate at high rates.

Blind Idiot God - Freaked.

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The institution of get-out-of-jail-free cards for friends and family of police (via Marginal Revolution).

The relative success of the reform of the Camden police (via [tumblr.com profile] squareallworthy).

Ada Palmer's essay on censorship and genre fiction.

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Rewatching Bleach. It's a lot more stylish than I remember. Maybe I've gotten used to mediocre seasonal anime, but it's also refreshingly /good/.

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Boku wa Tomodachi ga Sukunai is a shounen (?) (apparently it was a light novel.) harem-comedy anime. I watched it at thirteen. It was one the first non-Pokemon/Bleach shows I saw. Now that I'm going and trying to watch anime without subtitles, I figured I would rewatch it. My memory of it was: blonde girl, black haired childhood friend, harem, lots of fanservice, mediocre. And that's pretty much correct. Except...

It could have been good!!!! The first episode genuinely surprised me. Not that it was a masterpiece or anything, but I thought it was legitimately funny. I liked the characters and their dynamics. It seemed like the plot might actually go somewhere. Of course it didn't, because it's an adaptation of a harem comedy, but I still hoped.

After the first episode things went downhill. I remember disliking the scientist genius girl, and yes I still do, though I do admire her willingness to go for what she wants instead of internally whining about it for a whole season. Yukimura-kun is cute.

Somewhere in the middle of episode two I had a thought: Kodaka (male MC) has no chemistry with either of the female leads. Absolutely none. He's more like an exasperated dad breaking up his kid's fights than any kind of legitimate love interest for either of them. Of course they're in love with him because that's the kind of show this is BUT, it feels incredibly contrived. Which of course it is. Where I was going with this is that I started shipping Sena and Yozora around the fifteen minute mark. Oh, they "hate" each other and constantly tease & insult each other yet they don't just literally leave the club instead of staying and suffering? They genuinely interact with each other more than with Kodaka. And that's another thing - I have a hard time Kodaka entertains any romantic feeling for either Yozora or Sena, because they're both absolutely obnoxious. I want to write a fic where Kodaka and Yukimura-kun get together and Kodaka is fed up with Y&S's nonsense, locks them in a room or something til they kiss and make up.

(Don't watch this show. It's not good.)

ouch

Jan. 6th, 2019 07:34 pm
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Milestone: turned my ankle for the first time today. I'm not really even sure how it happened; all I know that a sword was flying at my face, and in the midst of my panicked backpedaling I tripped on my own foot. Limped back to my car, pride wounded - the novelty wore off pretty quick. Hopefully it gets better soon.
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One of the seven helical coils that span the membrane (coil number 6) moves 1.4 nm and others move shorter distances. Together they open a cleft in the receptor molecule at the inner face to expose the G protein’s binding site. At the next collision, a G protein engages this site with a special knob and docks securely.
biology is fucked up
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In honor of the New Year, here's a bunch of things that didn't warrant their own posts:

Jon Bois is a journalist for the sports site SB Nation. He also produces more esoteric content - you might have heard of 17776. He has a YouTube channel, focused on sports, but not really. All his videos are worth a watch, but I especially like Troy State. (Some of his videos are on the SB Nation channel.) He also wrote The Tim Tebow CFL Chronicles, which is... just read it and find out.

Yagate Kimi ni Naru season 1 finished up recently. If you like yuri or just romance in general and haven't seen it, highly recommended.

Commonplace books were common in the early modern era, serving as journals, scrapbooks, and compendia of interesting quotes. Many well known authors of the time maintained commonplace books. Good artists borrow, great artists steal?

More and more drained since I no longer have to socialize every day. Probably I should do something about that!

Heartcatch Precure is adorable and good. The animation style is fun - it seems more "dynamic" in it's facial expressions and movement. Reminds me of the cartoons I used to watch as a kid. They use small words, so I can understand what's going on. And the opening song is stupidly catchy. saa minna de~

I was playing Minecraft out of impulse, which I haven't done in months and haven't seriously* done in years, and I think I know the thing I don't like about it. There's no maintenance. I don't want my glorious creations to last immutable for all time unless I get blown up by a Creeper next to them, I want to have to work for it! Fixing leaky pipes, rusted beams, refilling reservoirs, that kind of thing. Maybe I should look into mods... (*I define "serious" Minecraft play as sessions of >30 minutes every day for at least two weeks, indicating concerted effort on a single project) (What search terms would be appropriate? "minecraft entropy mod" "minecraft mod inherent degradation of all material things") (Maybe I should just stick to hardcore mode.)

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Extremely encouraging to see shows that I could understand only one word per sentence become borderline comprehensible after a month or two.

Thinking about level of comprehension when consuming foreign language media. When I was a kid, I loved reading Calvin and Hobbes, even though a lot of the jokes would go over my head. I would reread and reread, and every time I'd understand a little more. That's the same feeling I get when rewatching/listening to stuff in Japanese I have before. 
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Found myself thinking about childhood memories - there are a lot of inconsequential moments of conversation with the adults in my life that I remember vividly, that I think have an effect on me even now. My little sister is ten years younger than me; which lasting memories have I already participated in? I guess the only thing to do is make sure that as many of them are happy as I can.
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Did some single-plane downhill sliding today. A lot of little muscles around my feet and ankles are incredibly sore. Still, the feeling of getting better at something is fun, and I assume sliding downhill carving turns around the slowpokes is fun. One hilariously heavily-booted boot step at a time. (At least they're better than ski boots!)

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me: 魔法少女まどかマギカ!契約にしましょう!

my brother:你是苯蛋。

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did some gradient descent (and ascent) today



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9/10. I liked this one a lot. The most striking things to me were the loveliness of the animation and art, and the happiness I felt at the dedicated-but-not-slavish faithfulness of the manga.

The happy/melancholy tone came across well. I think I might actually like the OVA better than the source material, which is rare for me. Even knowing what sort of ending was coming, the last few minutes had me on the edge of my seat, biting my nails, etc other idioms anyway the point is it's very good. I'm wondering if there's some kind of yuri Renaissance going on in Japan at the moment, between this OVA and the Yagate Kimi ni Naru anime. Maybe I've been looking in the wrong places, but they are by far the best yuri romance anime I've watched.

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Because most worms use the same foraging circuits, they accumulate at the same sites — like undergraduates at a good café . And the subtext is similar: a place to feed is also a place to find mates. Moreover, the worms, unlike most undergraduates, are commonly hermaphroditic, so doubling their chances of a satisfying encounter.



Principles of Neural Design - Sterling, Laughlin

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What should have been a two hour interaction with some salespeople became five hours. I don't know how people can negotiate as a professional; I think I'd probably melt into a puddle.
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Interesting fact about learning languages: it's hard and it takes a long time. Shocking, I know.

I've been learning Japanese v e r y s l o w l y for the past year or so, taking it more seriously in the past month or so in my now copious free time. Mostly I've been drilling kanji (characters) and watching anime and dramas which I understand like 10% of. Still moderately enjoyable, especially when a whole exchange is comprehensible. Wow, it's like I'm really learning a thing!

Naturally, having attained a minimal amount of success in an area, it's time for me to overcommit my energies to expand my efforts in that area until I inevitably burn myself out (eh, it's pretty evitable). What I mean is that now I'm learning French too. Originally it was Dutch, but my brother objected. The plan is that we both learn a language so that we can communicate with each other in public without anyone else understanding unless we're in Montreal. Also there's a long running joke involving my inability to speak French but I won't get into that. There is a point to be made that no one particularly cares what we are talking about to each other, but who knows what might happen in the future. Perhaps we will be under risk of surveillance by unFrench-speaking secret agents. Best to plan ahead.

The interesting thing here is that I don't know how to proceed. I mean obviously it involves some amount of French media being input into me through my eyes and/or ears but which media and in what order? I have previously obtained the Assimil New French With Ease which is supposed to be pretty good, but I'm gravitating towards this 1968 "La francais dans l'methode naturale" or something like that. Give me a break, I've been studying for about ten minutes. This drew my attention because it's in the same pattern as Orberg's Lingua Latina Per Se Illustrata, a wonderful Latin textbook which I read after I finished my high school Latin courses and then regretted not finding out about earlier. The idea is that the whole text is in French, including the instructions and explanations of grammar. In Latin that worked well, though maybe because I already had a background in Latin, shaky though it was. I guess I'll see if it works for me in French. If my brother doesn't change his mind about the language again.

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I've never actually used Pinterest before today. I guess I discounted it after seeing all those low res images on Google Images with it as a source. It is, so far, stupidly fun. It has all of the stamp-collecting image-saving parts I like about Tumblr without the periodic interruptions for bad opinions and bad opinions about others' bad opinions. I wonder if this means that my post tumblr life looks like this site for text blog consumption and pinterest for expanding my image hoard.

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For the past couple months I've been going to longsword classes at a local club. It's a real club, not like those weaklings with their "buildings" and "gyms" and "equipment". As according to tradition, we meet on Sundays in the Sword Lot, which is an empty lot in which we play with toy swords practice the noble and chivalric art of swordsmanship. Occasionally we share the Lot with tolerant dog owners playing fetch and dogs who would like to fetch us our chivalric implements.

I was thinking about how mindset affects performance in martial arts. I'm not exactly the most martial person in the world, this being my first exposure to any kind of martial art besides a few failed attempts at whacking my way through a wooden board when I was about ten. But in the bouts that I've been in so far, being in the correct frame of mind has been more important than anything else in determining my success. There's no time for me to process what's going on, so I can't go into the exchange in a thoughtful mood. This will lead to pausing after a parried strike to figure out what to do next, which leads to a swift stab into my face. Instead I have to go in with a sort of zenlike focus, in which I come up with a general idea of what I'm going to do and in what way I'm going to do it, and then I just let my body do the rest, using almost no conscious thought in the whole exchange. Thinking is just too slow. By the time my stream of consciousness resumes, the exchange is already usually over.

This is bizarre to me. Not having any prior serious athletic experience, I came into fencing with the tools that I apply to any other problem I have to solve. Those tools don't seem to work very well when a sword is flying directly at your eyeballs. Not that they're not useful in learning the forms, figuring out biomechanics, determining angles of attack, et cetera, but when actually trying to hit the other person, brain no worky, got to go on instinct. This is a problem when your instincts aren't well developed, but it's still stupidly fun. Even if you get bashed on the head repeatedly.

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If anyone is reading this: hey there.

I don't really know what I'm doing here! My tumblr blog is entirely art reblogs, which isn't exactly possible here. But I guess I've always wanted to get into more classical "real" "blogging" on the "internet", but I've always been too shy, insecure, etc. I bet my lack of readership will help with that problem.

I like some things and not other things. I've been doing HEMA longsword fencing lately. Learning Japanese, slowly and somewhat inefficiently. Trying to get into Western comics. Going to the brain mechanic for my regular tune-ups. Practicing writing instead of just thinking about it.

Please wait warmly for more posts. 宜しくお願いします。