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Oct. 10th, 2025 07:05 pm
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Currently Reading
The Sinister Mystery of the Mesmerizing Girl
58%. Third and final book in The Extraordinary Adventures of the Athena Club. Thankfully this is not nearly as long as the last book, which was definitely bloated. I am enjoying it greatly.

The Amnesia Project
22%. A teenage girl mysteriously disappears while out with her sister and sister's friends. Ten years later, one of the friends is still obsessively trying to find her, but the truth behind what turns out to be a whole string of disappearances is far beyond what she could have imagined. Interesting story but the writing is pretty clunky. It's a quick read, and I'm curious to see where it ends, but I don't think I'd pick up another book by the author.

Legacy of Ashes: The History of the CIA
3%. This sounded interesting. I know literally nothing about the CIA. Seems like it will take a long time to get through, though.

The Manor of Dreams
30%.

The Death of Public School: How Conservatives Won the War Over Education in America
No progress.

The War on Alcohol: Prohibition and the Rise of the American State
No progress.

Recently Finished
European Travel for the Monstrous Gentelwoman
This should have been much shorter. I did enjoy the story a lot, but there was so much time spent with characters experiencing events and then thinking about said events, and discussing said events.

The Caretakers
This was interesing, but the two plotlines didn't really feel that well integrated.

Snotgirl vol. 1-2
I really loved Scott Pilgrim, so I had high hopes for this series from the same author, but it's just not nearly as good. The MC is a fashion/lifestyle blogger who has bad allergies, which she tries to hide from everyone because it makes her less perfect, but weird things start to happen after she starts taking some mysterious miracle cure allergy pills. It's got a lot of quirkiness, but it's just not hitting the mark for me. There's two more volumes and I'll definitely read them, but it's not my new favorite.

Goku Shufudo vol. 16

Mission vol. 5

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Oct. 9th, 2025 07:49 pm
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1. I took an after lunch walk today. It's definitely more pleasant for midday walking around my work these days than it was last month, but today was pretty sunny. I walked up to 85°C again and tried a seasonal drink, but wished I had just gone with the delicious lavender tea latte I got last time. The seasonal was a matcha pumpkin spice latte, and it just did not work. I did get a tasty bun with mango pudding filling, though.

2. We had hiyashi chuka for dinner tonight (cold ramen noodles). I used to always prefer the sesame dressing one, but a few years ago Carla got the yuzu soy sauce one and that turned out to be amazing, so that's what we get all the time now.

3. The chair that has been sitting on the curb for like three weeks now is finally gone! I'm not sure if it was in response to my request (which they emailed me and said was closed over a week ago and yet the chair was still on the curb) or if another neighbor put in a request as well. Our next door neighbors had added a ton of stuff to the pile, and a neighbor across the street had a couple sofas and mattresses out on their side of the street as well, and it all got picked up.

4. Ollie decided this coaster is the perfect spot to rest his chin.

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Oct. 8th, 2025 07:50 pm
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1. Halfway through the week! It feels like a long week so far idk.

2. The other day I realized the little neighborhood market is open from 7am rather than 8am like I had assumed, and it's pretty much right on my morning walk route, so now I can just stop in there if there's something I need to pick up for the day. Like today, I got some celery because Carla wanted to make curry chicken salad for dinner, so she was able to make that while I was at work and it had time to sit and let the flavors meld and was just perfect by the time I got home.

3. Jasper's seen some stuff.

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Oct. 7th, 2025 07:50 pm
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1. Meetings today were the good sort, where there's actual discussion and figuring things out, so that was good.

2. Last night we got Chinese food from a new place and it turns out they have really, really good char siu pork. Tonight we used the leftovers to make rice and it was amazing. Definitely want to get from there again. (Sadly their hot and sour soup, which is the main thing Carla wanted as she is under the weather again, was not good.)

3. Look at this cutie Gemma!

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Oct. 6th, 2025 07:15 pm
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1. I didn't have any meetings or anything today and finished up a good amount of work without interruptions, so I came home a little early. (I do have a bunch of meetings tomorrow, but hopefully they will be productive meetings and we can sort out some of the things that need to get sorted out.)

2. We got our ballots for the special election. There is only one thing on the ballot: the proposition to redraw California districts to be almost entirely blue if Texas tries to gerrymander themselves to be all red. Not a fan of gerrymandering in general and wish it were illegal, but if it is legal, Democrats should use it to their advantage, since Republicans are determined to keep as many people from voting as possible. This measure will only go into effect if Texas does it first.

3. We ordered dinner through Grubhub tonight and there was an item missing, which was disappointing as it was one I was really looking forward to, but it was just a side, not the main meal, and the refund process for missing items is really easy. This was my first time needing to get a refund like that, but I'm glad they let you do it through their site and not have to call the restaurant directly.

4. Chloe loves her box.

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Oct. 5th, 2025 10:10 pm
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1. We saw Adam Conover live tonight and it was a great show. I wasn't expecting opening acts, but there was one musical act (which was kind of meh) and then three opening comics, all of whom were great. The music was Bandwave, and the opening comics were Sammy Mowrey, River Butcher, and Chris Fleming.

2. Molly is such a sweetie.

Weekly Reading

Oct. 5th, 2025 04:25 pm
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Currently Reading
The Manor of Dreams
9%. A former actress dies, unexpectedly leaving her mansion to the family of her old housekeeper, much to her daughters' shock. Suspicious their mother might have been murdered, the daughters stay in the house under the pretense of sorting out her things, determined to get to the bottom of it and keep the house for themselves. But maybe the house is also haunted?

The Caretakers
17%. The MC is a true crime filmmaker who helped get a man out of prison, only for him to kill someone after his release. Meanwhile, her mother dies suddenly and she and her sister are left a derelict old mansion, where she takes refuge to get away from the press. The true crime aspect reminds me a lot of Benjamin Stevenson's Trust Me When I Lie. The old mansion part hasn't really gotten started yet at the point where I am but the cover copy promises mysterious happenings.

European Travel for the Monstrous Gentelwoman
78%.

The Death of Public School: How Conservatives Won the War Over Education in America
No progress.

The War on Alcohol: Prohibition and the Rise of the American State
34%.

Recently Finished
Death at the Fireside Inn
This was fine, but I won't be continuing the series. There just wasn't really anything that hooked me about it.

The Summer I Wasn't Me
YA novel about a girl who gets sent to a de-gayifying camp and falls for a fellow camper. I really liked this a lot.

Exquisite Corpses vol. 1
Another new Tynion series. This one's about thirteen wealthy families who secretly control the US, and in order to determine which family is in charge, every five years they select champions and have them battle to the death in a random small town. This year, the small town chosen is, of course, the one our MCs live in. It's okay so far, but I'm not as into it as many of his other series. We'll see how it goes.

Escape From St. Hell: My Trans Teen Life Levels Up
Sequel to the autobiographic graphic novel Welcome to St. Hell. I enjoyed this just as much as the first.

Navigating with You
Cute f/f YA graphic novel about two teens, both new girls at school, who bond over a manga series they read years ago but never finished. I really liked this.

Kamonohashi Ron no Kindan Suiri vol. 19
The final volume! I felt like this series went downhill with the whole Alice plotline, so I've not been that invested. The ending was fine, though.

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Oct. 4th, 2025 07:32 pm
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1. We had a very nice morning at Disneyland. All the foods we ate were big hits, and the weather and crowds were pretty decent. (Though in the afternoon we were both finding ourselves more sapped by the sun than we'd first thought.)

2. I don't post about all the legos I put together because while they are all fun, they're not all super exciting and there are just way too many, but this is one of the best ones I've ever done.

Sherlock Holmes book nook )

3. Last night I heard a very strange sound outside, like some weird laughter almost, and looked out into the backyard, which was well lit by the porch lights from both the house and garage, since Carla was out in the garage, and there was a possum rooting around for scraps in the lawn (Carla had recently dumped out the end of a bag of corn chips out there for any critters who wanted them, plus there are always bugs and such) and making these noises. I don't think I've ever actually heard possum noises before but they are very weird lol. I love possums but they're hard to spot since they only come out at night and are very shy, so I had fun watching it snurfle up stuff from the lawn. At one point it was also making some soft snorting noises like a pig. So cute!

4. This is Ollie's favorite spot on the sofa and one of his favorite spots in the whole house.

2025 Disneyland Trip #65 (10/4/25)

Oct. 4th, 2025 05:05 pm
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Today wasn't a super early morning trip, but we did get down there and into the park by around nine, so we did beat some of the worst crowds.

Read more... )

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Oct. 4th, 2025 02:52 pm
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Job is going well! I completed my first week with no freakouts and crying, which is pretty great, and the knowledge that I'm bringing from previous experience has proven to be incredibly useful. It's possible I have a higher expectation for my job than my boss does, which is an interesting feeling (I shaved a pup's paw pads pretty sloppily but she said they looked great???? thank you). A lot of the things I struggle with are the extra security measures a corporate bather needs to take. For example, always making sure a lead is on the dog, even if you're just moving them from the bath to the drying table; in the small business grooming salon I worked at before, things were a lot more lackadaisical (I would just pick the dog up and move them myself, easy peasy).

Also, learning new software to check-in/checkout clients is also a thing. But it's pretty straightforward so I'm learning quickly, I think. :3 Oh, and getting my confidence back when it comes to interacting with strangers, which for the most part I'm already there.

(getting paid weekly is AMAZING and so good for my ADHD when I'm like where is my reward for doing this work, boom there it is! and also I LOVE BUYING PET SUPPLIES FOR MY OWN LIL BABIES it's very enjoyable to me, hehe)

Bluesky leadership continues to shit the bed. It continues to be so frustrating. :\a

Kinktober continues pretty well, although I'm a bit stumped for day 5. I was set on doing voyeurism but that's not really a kink I vibe well with. Although I'm working a fic (of all things!) that I could add a little bit to, to make it work for that prompt. :\a

I'm finding myself pulled into the Darkest Dungeon fandom, by which I mean I kinda of want to draw them all for [community profile] eatdrinkmakemerry. The game itself is so weirdly comforting to me; going off on horrific adventures and then coming back to drink/gamble/romance their stress away. It's got a nice groove going for it and I just recently completed a long quest for the first time! I've not played the sequel at all because I've heard they have very different play styles and I really, really love the play style of the first one.

I'm already tired of fall. XD; Please give me the sun back. I don't even care about the warms, I just want the sun, thank you. Getting dark before 7pm is terrible.

I think that's all I wanted to share today. I hope you are all doing well and I'm planning on getting some comments out there soon. :3

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Oct. 3rd, 2025 07:34 pm
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1. I am definitely over my cold (did not have any stuffiness or sniffles today) and slept a lot better last night. Still woke up a few times, but was able to get back to sleep quickly.

2. I'm not sure if I've mentioned it, but a house at the end of our street (four doors down) has been semi-abandoned for about thirty years and fully abandoned for at least 10-15. It's a house with attached apartments, and the house has been unoccupied for about thirty, and a few people in the apartments hung on for longer due to the rent being low, even though the landlord was, according to people we knew in one of them who moved out earlier than the stragglers, completely MIA. It's been slowly falling down in that time (a few years ago I noticed some of the stairs outside were missing) and after years of squatters that eventually led to a small fire (thankfully fire department responded quickly and no major damage was done), the windows and doors were boarded up, and a few years after that a chainlink fence was put around it.

Now finally starting last month they are working to remodel it! I assumed at first it would just be completely torn down and something new put up, but after they stripped it down to the bare bones, earlier this week new lumber appeared on the site and they started replacing bad spots and reinforcing things. Apparently it had asbestos inside, as when they first started work on it, it was all hazmatted up and had warning signs around. I'm really curious to see what it will look like when it's all done.

3. This morning I noticed a puzzle piece on the floor under the desk and knew right away it was too large for the puzzle I'm currently working on. Sure enough, it's from the Country Bear Jamboree one we just finished. Which I put out in the little library a couple days ago! D: I always am so careful when putting the puzzles away, especially if it's one I'm going to give away. I'd hate to give away a puzzle with a missing piece. But thankfully when I went out to check, the puzzle had still not been taken, so I was able to add the piece back in. I will be even more careful from now on!

4. Jasper's so handsome.

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Oct. 2nd, 2025 07:49 pm
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1. I'm pretty much over my cold. Nose was a little runny this morning, but I'm not stuffed up anymore. Still tired from not getting enough sleep, but maybe tonight will be the night? (Maybe not, though, since I was so tired this morning I bought a coffee when I got to work and then a Coke at lunch. Even though that was early in the day, it still might keep me up...)

2. I'm very glad tomorrow is Friday and it's the weekend. We're going to see Adam Conover live on Sunday, so that will be fun. (It's at the same venue where we've seen Paul F Thompkins a couple times, and Carla was browsing their upcoming acts a couple months ago and spotted it.)

3. Speaking of Sunday activities, the last Sunday of the month is our Oogie Boogie night, so I just remembered to put in a PTO request for that Monday. It only runs until 11pm, not like some of the nighttime events on the Disneyland side (DCA ones always start and end earlier), so it wouldn't be terrible to have to go to work the next day, but it's just a nice excuse to have a day off. And I do need to use up some more of my PTO balance or it will max out again before we go to Japan next year.

4. Tuxie's challenging me.

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Oct. 1st, 2025 05:20 pm
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1. The main downside of this cold is that I am fucking exhausted from lack of sleep. I did get more sleep last night, but still tossed and turned a lot. Today I am much less stuffed up, so hopefully it will be easier to sleep tonight. Carla was so miserable when she was sick, though, so I'm very glad I didn't get it as bad as her.

2. Gemma really loves this new box.

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The Essequibo River is the queen of rivers all!
    Buddy-ta-na-na, we are somebody, oh!
The Essequibo River is the queen of rivers all!
    Buddy-ta-na-na, we are somebody, oh!

    Somebody, oh, Johnny! Somebody, oh!
    Buddy-ta-na-na, we are somebody, oh!

– Sea shanty, presumed Guyanese

Let us appreciate that the only reason – the only reason – I know about what I am about to share with you is because of that whole music history thing of mine. It's not even my history. My main beat is 16th century dance music (± half a century). But dance music is working music, and as such I consider all the forms of work music to be its counsin, and so I have, of an occasion, wandered into the New England Folk Festival's sea-shanty sing. Many people go through life understanding the world around them through the perspective of a philosophical stance, a religious conviction, a grand explanatory theory, fitting the things they encounter into these frameworks; I do not know if I should be embarrased or not, but for me, so often it's just song cues.

So when I saw the word "Essequibo" go by in the web-equivalent of page six of the international news, I was all like, "Oh! I know that word!" recognizing a song cue when I see one. "It's a river. I wonder where it is?"

And I clicked the link.

That was twenty-one months ago.

Ever since, I have been on a different and ever-increasingly diverging timeline from the one just about everyone else is on.

In December of 2023, Nicolas Maduro, president of Venezuela, tried to kick off World War Three.

He hasn't stopped trying. He's had to take breaks to steal elections and deal with some climate catastrophe and things like that. But mostly ever since – arguably since September of 2023 – Maduro has been escalating.

You wouldn't know it from recent media coverage of what the US is doing off the coast of Venezuela. At no point has any news coverage of the US military deployment to that part of the world mentioned anything about the explosive geopolitical context there. A geopolitical context, that when it has been reported on is referred to in terms like "a pressure cooker" and "spiraling".

The US government itself has said nothing that alludes to it in any way. The US government has its story and it's sticking to it: this is about drugs.

As you may be aware, the US government is claiming to have sunk three Venezuelan boats using the US military. The first of these sinkings was on September 1st.

To hear the media tell it, the US just up and decided to start summarily executing people on boats in the Caribbean that it feels were drug-runners on Sep 1st.

No mention is made of what happened on Aug 31st.

On August 31, the day before the first US military attack on a Venezuelan vessel, at around 14:00 local time, somebody opened fire on election officials delivering ballot and ballot boxes in the country Venezuela is threatening to invade.

And they did it from the Venezuelan side of the river that is the border between the two countries.

That country is an American ally. An extremely close American ally. An ally that is of enormous importance to the US.

And which is a thirtieth the size of Venezuela by population, and which has an army less than one twentieth as large.

You would be forgiven for not knowing that Venezuela has been threatening to and apparently also materially preparing to invade another country, because while it's a fact that gets reported in the news, it is never reported in the same news as American actions involving or mentioning Venezuela.

Venezuela, which is a close ally of Russia.

You may have heard about how twenty-one months ago, in December of 2023, there was an election in Venezuela which Maduro claimed was a landslide win for him. There was a lot of coverage in English-speaking news about that election and how it was an obvious fraud, and the candidate who won the opposition party's primary wasn't on the ballot, and so on and so forth.

You probably didn't hear that in that very same election, there was a referendum. If you did hear it reported, you might have encountered it being dismissed in the media as a kind of political stunt of Maduro's, to get people to show up to the polls or to energize his base. It couldn't possibly be (the reasoning went) that he meant it. Surely it was just political theater.

The referendum questions put, on Dec 3, 2023, to the voters of Venezuela were about whether or not they supported establishing a new Venezuelan state.

Inside the borders of the country of Guyana.

2023 Dec 4: The Guardian: "Venezuela referendum result: voters back bid to claim sovereignty over large swath of Guyana".

Why?

Eleven billion gallons of light, sweet crude: the highest quality of oil that commands the highest price.

(I can hear all of Gen X breathe, "Oh of course.")

It is under the floor of the Caribbean in an area known as the Stabroek Block.

The Stabroek Block is off the coast of an area known as the Essequibo.

It takes its name from the Essequibo River, which borders it on one side, and it constitutes approximately two-thirds of the land area of the country of Guyana.

Whoever owns the Essequibo owns the Stabroek Block and whoever owns the Stabroek owns those 11B gallons of easily-accessed, high-value oil.


Image from BBC, originally in "Essequibo: Venezuela moves to claim Guyana-controlled region", 2023 Dec 6


As far as almost everyone outside of Venezuela has been concerned, for the last hundred years Guyana has owned the Essequibo.

Venezuela disagrees. Read more [5,760 words] )

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